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Part Time Jobs.

2010-10-10T15:32:00.000+03:00

Holiday...but dis time it was different coz its long. So I decide to do part time job.

But 1st we need to choose d job. I was so picky. I want sumthing relax but got higher income :) I look 4 d job in restaurant, shoes store evrywhere near my house.

Then I saw a walk in interview to b a PA...yeah PA but it is Pharmacist Asst. actually :P I got d job with reasonable payment. But its really make me sick dealing wif d medicine. I need to memorize d name, know where its located on d shelf. It took me 2 days b4 realize it wasnt fun at all...

After that I saw an Ad looking 4 a Tutor. Wah, I was so excited to give it a try. I really wanna b a teacher.

" What subject u prefer d most? "
" All " *wink*

So, I started my job as a Tutor. Teaching Math, Science, BM n English to primary school students. FYI since I became one of d member to Pusat Tuisyen Cahaya Didik, I never speak Malay...nak jaga standad :) even with my students.Btw they called me Teacher L, actually I asked them to do so...wahaha..

From there, sumone noticed my talent. He is from Chaster Properties Agency. He proposed to me to b an operator at his company. He really wanna have me join him as he offered my starting salary will be RM1K plus commision on evry buyer I have.

All I need to do is to call random number from d list I was given. Persuade them to invest, to sell, to rent or to buy any units. It maybe sounds soo simple, but it isnt. Really tired talking like robot provided with a same script everyday.

Plus some clients are very rude towards me. N dis time they really messed wif d wrong person. Hello.. please understand I'm new here. Show some respect...anyone yelled at me, i screamed histerically to them with lot lot lot of cursing :) serve them right.

"Dont take it personally, just act professionally", my boss said

Like I care... after one day I quicked. I decide to just continue wif teaching...till now. So evryone please call me Teacher L.

Family outing at Time Square...

2010-09-15T01:36:00.000+03:00

Cuti raya ni, all my family member dpt berkumpul. So, we use dis opportunity to do sumthing fun together. Then we decide to spend our time in Cosmo World Theme Park. Its only me n all my siblings. Since my mom n my dad cant really think of anything to do there while we are playing, besides they need to be home. Biasa la raya. Ramai na membernye yg nk dtg beraya. Nk kutip tol.

Actually dis is really a great chance outing without my parents. For Maryam, my youngest sister, dis is her 1st time here since she just turned 8 dis year. Tp kecil2 cili api maa.. At dis age she did try ABSEILING from 2 storey building during PIBG Carnival at her school last year. At dat time she was only 7!!!

Well, d thing is she really wanna try d Roller Coaster... But her height isnt enough yet to b allowed riding in d roller coaster. She was really sad. I met a young mother bringing two sons of her there. Having d same scenario, but what shocking me is to know that both of her sons are 11 n 10 years old...

So we decide to make a rotation to ride with Maryam in a boring child-safe ride... hmmm, even she said those rides are not exciting at all..

Budak-budak... they must b really sad if what they really want cant b fulfil. I said to d operator "If they got d gut to ride, why dont u let them try"

But d operator gave a very stupid-uneducated-bangang-baghal answer to those boys "After dis u must eat McD a lot, u will grow fast"

What??? excuse me...r u insane haa Thamby?

So I said to my Maryam, if u wanna grow fast, eat a lot of green vegetables n fish. Its healthy n good for ur brain too. Since I got home, I did adviced her to eat d veges my mom cooked for us, but she always skip it. Even sayor kucai dalam kwey teo pon she picked one by one n put it aside.

We took high tea dat day in KFC. Each meal got one cup of cabbage with mayonise dressing. Dis is d funny part when suddenly Maryam finished her salad n she asked for another one from her sister. I was suprised :) . She said from now on she will eat a lot of green veges so that she can grow faster, hoping she will be height enough to ride d roller coaster d next holiday :) What a changed...:)

Eid Mubarak everybody :)

2010-09-07T21:13:00.001+03:00

Semekom!!! yuhu, raye dh nk dekat. Petang nnt org nk tgok anak bulan. Seriously, even aku dh nk masok 21 ni, bl time raye its still feel d same, EXCITED x hengat..ngeee...

Kali ni, sekeluarga x balik kampong. Kampong kat Parit, PERAK... Jaoh bebenor yop. Bukan pe, my brother is sitting for SPM n my sister for PMR. Well kekdahnye nk soh dorang focus study n mencapai keputusan yg cemerlang. Ameen....

Maka persediaan raya pon ala kadar je. Xde la nk siap nk bakar lemang, anyam ketupat, prepare ang pau ke..mn ade orang raya kat KL kan...me n my family rancang menyambut lebaran kali ini dgn besederhana. Tp kuih raya dpt la siap 6 balang, bunga api tetap x leh tinggal, x feel la kan xde mende ni sume...

Td we got time to sit together n bercerite pasal raya. Yang lawaknye, time raye - balik kampong - HANTU!!! mm mmg tu la topik utama yg disembang. Mana taknye, asal raye aku mesti kena 'kaco'. Dh ad 'benda' minat. Seram gak ler.

Last year kena 'intai' masa tgh mandi. Bl aku jerit sekampong dengarnye yop.Kalah meriam buloh. Hehehe...Rasa mcm ade bnd nk masok umh ler, belalang pelesit ler... biasa ler kampong... Taon ni mesti bnd tu rindu aku sekeluarga,, hik3

As 4 tomorrow I nk jalan2 kt TAR St n Chow Kit St... nk borong kerepek. Klu dpt kerepek ubi pedas, mau borong byk2, marvelous.. :)

Tok sume, I wish u all a great holiday n Eid Mubarak.

Ketuk-ketuk Ramadhan

2010-08-16T02:46:00.000+03:00

Malam ke-6 Ramadhan. Sekejap je pon dh nk masok seminggu, x terasa lamanya. Aku masih lg di Irbid, Jordan. Mengira hari untuk kembali ke Malaysia...

Td berkesempatan aku menjadi kutu rayau lg. Memang agak bosan la akhir-akhir ni. Pkol 12 tgh malam masih lepak di University St. Xde menda dh nk buat. Hrtu pernah sampi Madinah Hassan. Lepak sampi pkoi 2-3 pg. Bukan mengasap ke, mkn ke, minum ke pe....tp sekadar amek angin malam. Tenang sebentar pikiran ni.

Sahor, mmg x pernah missed pon, sbb x tdor pon...Tdo lpas suboh jek. Masalah bulan pose ni, everyday mesti nk pekena menu lain2. Belom pon seminggu pose, hbs idea dh nak masak pe tok berbuka. Malas pon ade gak. Len la ade org tu disponsor kt 4 Season Hotel, ade gak yg first 7 Ramadhan dah penoh undangan berbuka posenye. katenyeee... :P

Memang terliur jek, tgok segmen Bazaar Ramadhan kat Buletin Utama setiap hari. Heaven giler la. MACAM-MACAM ADE. Nasi dagang ade, pulut panggang ade, ayam percik ade, air cincau ade... :) (bace dgn accent mamak)

Kat sini, yg ADO!!! Kot la ade hotel2 ke, mat3am2 ke yg wat Buffet time Ramadhan ni. Boleh jugak aku p. Tp area Irbid ni xde kot. Sedang Al-joude Hotel pon x buat, yahudi sangat... Teeett... :P

Bestnye kt sini, lampu liplap-liplap dh mula digantong kt umh, mat3am. Meriah hbs la. Becoz org sini sambot Ramadhan, org kite sambot Syawal, so last week pose baru la nk gantong lampu ni. Cadang nk beli 2-3 la, nk bawak blk Malaysia :)

Penggelapan

2010-08-10T11:38:00.000+03:00

Lagi penggelapan di Bandar Irbed, Jordan :) ...

Suspen je kan? Blackout kot dlm omputihnye. Selalu dikaitkn bl bekalan eletrik terputus. Maybe ramai yg akan kate, "Biasa je kot, blackout ni ".

Pernah jek time dok asrama dulu, beberapa kali blackout. Well, dis situation / phenomenon lagi best klu jd waktu malam. Time tu r masing2 kluar torchlight. Sume org gonna start screaming indistinct word. Wow, how I love that time :). It was like when a werewolf see a full moon, same thing happened to us when lights out, all d beast inside are suddenly stand out...

Tetapi, pernah ko rasa satu bandar tu tros blackout sume. Ade? Well it happens here, boleh dikatakn sering berlaku, time summer yg panas ni. Time panas2 mcm ni, klu ko ade aircond ke, cooler ke, kipas ke...as long as bnd ni gune letrik rumah, xde maknonyer...mcm cacing kepanasan la ko. 3 tahon kt sini, rasenye ini adalah yg terburok terjadi. 3-4 kali seminggu...n it took 1/2-1 hour tok elok sedia kala.

Sure, now people starting to think of alternative. Yang paling dpt sambutan adalah kipas smarties yg berfungsi dgn bateri sajo. :P . Tanx la pd member yg suggest kan nye. Its cool n handy. Can carry anywhere :)

Semalam, aku temanin teman ku mencari aircond dek kepanasan melampau summer ini, Aku rase dia yg pertama kot, nk install aircond kat umh sewanye.. Setahu aku r, xde kot student Malizi yg beli AC lg sblom ni. Bapak best r, pose2 ni nnt, aku lepak umh ko je r bro...

Kebetulan petang tu, hampir masok Maghrib, kami x lg jmp AC yg betoi2 berpatutan n yg penting energy efficient. TetappPP!!! Tb2 balckout lg... We still on d road. X takot pon, gelap2 ni. Lawak kot, mcm mn dealer kedai aircond nk business kn...tau r kn klu office beraircond ni, mn de tingkap yg tembus udara luar... merasa r panas ko dlm tu.

Aku mula berSnaptu, member aku mula berFB for BB, mmg dh agak, lots or Irbidians start to write status on their wall...about dis blackout thing.

"Arabella blackout" ..dats d new shopping mall in Irbed

"Askadanya is out of service, damn penat jalan nk minum 3a9eer" ... warong jus buah pon x leh nk gune juicer without eletrik

Dulu, pernah it happened to me, masa aku nk g bayar bil tenet Orange. Aku nak masok tp, pintu kacanye tidak terbukak.. Berkali-kali aku lalukan badanku dpn sensor pintu automatik tu, nothing happened. Pastu ade r mamat malizi tu an, he was inside that building, dtg kt aku ckp dgn inaudible sound, still I can read his lips, xde letrik!!! haram jadah btoi. Lagi seksa customer yg dh trapped kt dlm tu la, mesti kuyup ketiak dorang.

Just want to share, agak-agak an, klu blackout traffic lights hidop x? ATM machine function x?

Semalam aku saksikan sendiri, Traffic light x fungsi babe, Polis traffic je r yg ado, tu pon yg ADOOO... Kelam kabot jd nye. Silap2 polis dia kena langgar :P

ATM machine seb bek function. Bayangkan r an, klu xde backup energy kt ATM machine, ko tgh nk kluar duit,

'Take ur card'
'Wait 4 ur money' Popp, atm blackout...x ko meraong?

Thats it...serba sedikit...tentang penggelapan.

Nwy aku nk ucap Selamat Berpuasa, Bersahor n Berbuka... Ramadhan Kareem...

Hrni tgok anak bulan an...rindu r nk dgr pengisytiharan from wakil mohor2 besar diraja.. :P

Manusia berubah la der...

2010-07-29T01:22:00.000+03:00

Fokus kajian: Sikap & Pemikiran

Kalau perasan cara penulisan aku pon berubah, sejak 2008 till now, x sama mcm dulu... =P

Manusia berubah bersebab, bila ada sesuatu...percayalah. Cuma kite x merasa atau x mengetahui sbb seseorang individu itu berubah.

Cermin saje diri kite, pe benar kite masih seperti dulu. Pasti tidak jawabanye. Seiring zaman dan pengalaman hidup, kite berubah.

Ade org dipaksa berubah. Ade org terpaksa berubah. Ada yg berubah untok mengejar sesuatu atau lari dr sesuatu. Sebut shj individu mn yg berubah secara tiba-tiba, x ribot x kilat, esok2 pak ustaz rogol anak....tettt...seram~~~

Ade plop yg perasan kwn dia berubah, diri sendiri x sedar atau sukar untuk menerima hakikat dia juga x lg sama mcm dulu.

Lost in a simple fight, are we the same people as before this came to light???

Lagi smart yg talam dua muka, lg cepat dia berubah-rubah, dh mcm mengkar0ng.

Datangkanlah satu manusia dlm dunia kpd ku yg dirinya x pernah berubah persis kain putih yg belom bercorak... x syndrome down, sawan babi!!!

As we grow older, we know who shud / shudnt be our friend (also apply on FB), who shud / shudnt we listen to, who shud / shudnt be in our daily diary. Semua nye yg ini tergantong pada pe yg telah berubah.

So, deal with it. Pantang aku bl dgr org kate "Haish, ko ni dh berubah.." Mmg semua org berubah. Cuma kite yg x sedar, xnk amek kesah. Org tu dh berubah baru ko nk kesah... pergi mati la.

U.F.O in China ...

2010-07-15T04:17:00.004+03:00

Most of it bukan UFO...sum of it, maybe r. menyampah aku tgok nye...jetplane pon x pernah nmnpk ke..hadooi..aku rase aku selalu nmpk kot masa morning assembly kat skola dulu2...

yang aku hangin nye, ramai giler haters marah aku bl aku ckp video ni bodoh...so aku mintak pendapat korunk la..adekah nmpk mcm UFO? Exactly my comment is "Stupid Chinese"

antara comments balas yg aku terime,

If u dont like it, dont watch it
Manja said: Bodohnye la, klu aku x tgok, mcm mn aku nk tau video ni bodoh ke x, bodohhh!!! Dh r tajuk suspen jek,UFO konon..

fuck u lil bitch whut r u a gay american? u jus mad cus them chineses smarter and richer den u retarded gay ass.
Manja said: wah tetibe ko emo,cek x marah eh, cek benci ja. i know its hard 4 u to admit it since its ur own flesh blood who did dis stupid video... dh r kate aku american??? profile utube aku terang2 tulis Malaysian... emmm, benci~~~(gaya TASHA MASRSHA)

It's funny how you Americans owe China so much money that you would be bankrupt as soon as you pay everything back. Your entire country will crumble while China laughs at you. You call them stupid? It's more like genius compared to you, morons.
Manja said: oi nen!! ko ni baru lepas fail paper account ke? org dok cbok pasal UFO, ko tetibe masok ekonomi dunia... pehal.."kang aku tumbuk kang"(sambil wat gaya Azlee SENARIO :))

I hate stuck up people who don't know what they're talking about.stop thinking you know everything and please grow up already.
Manja said: excuse me, hello!!! mmg aku xtau pon pe yg ko nk gelabah dgn bnd tuh. len la de crop circle ke, tu pon doubtful lg. ko tu yg patot bukak mata sepet ko...haaa!! kan aku dh emo...

When I said "Stupid Chinese:, its not like I cursed all of them... it was dis stupid video, making me LMFAO. coz thats not real UFO, its actually a jet plane...havent them seen it b4??? maybe dorang teremo kot, bl aku masok kan nama China kat c2... :( sorry babes... =P

Gloomy Sunday...

2010-07-05T19:34:00.005+03:00

"A true friend is someone who can see the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the fake smile."

I for sure totally agree wif d statement. Dis is what a true friend shud has, ability to seek d feeling deep inside my heart. People always mistaken by saying that their best friend is their true friend. Kawan dunia akhirat kekdahnye. Which is sometimes wrong....

I really dont understand wif people who is over the fence, they are afraid to choose side. Not that I hate them to be friend wif my ex-friends, but can they just at least pretend to care about my feeling... a glance at their teeth are more than enough to distract my mood on that day, let say if I saw them with my bestest, to hear my bestest talking about them...really make me sick :(

I rather happy to not have friends...if all of our memories b4 are not enough to make u think about one thing, my feeling. I do hope u stop dis silly acting... just tell me wut are u thinking...one more thing, i hope u regain your 'memory' back. I may look like a liar if I pray for your happiness with them, one thing I hope, just dont come barking at me if one day, what had happened to u b4, happen again :)

As my heart n I have decided it all, I'm glad to go....

Hamster labour. 2nd timer. [100th post]

2010-07-05T00:55:00.003+03:00

4th July 2010, 2.15pm till 8.50pm, 11 siblings.... waaaa *wink*

Dulu...5 minggu lepas...masa baru nk stat summer, hamster aku beranak 9 ekor anak. Kali ni hamster yang sama selamat melahirkan 11 ekor anak. ngeeee

Ape yang menariknye, kalo dr yg kte bace kat blog animal/pet care, kebiasaanye hamster bersalin waktu malam. 1st time dulu pon, 3.30am meletop nye...x perasan pon...sedar2 dh 9 ekor kluar.

Kali ini, baru je stat kelas tok summer sem..balik2 je umah...g mandi2 jap...pastu aku g r tgok hamster aku..nk tukar air baru, bg makan...tb2 dgr lagi bunyi, bunyi yg sama dulu aku pernah dgr...haaaa, mmg dh kluar pon sekor. Bezanye kali nih, aku dh bersedia, sbb perot dia dh len mcm je besar 3-4 hrni...

Anak2 hamster b4 dis pon aku dh divide bg kat member2 yg suke bela binatang comel ni, Aku simpan 2 ekor je. Besides, sangkar hamster aku pon dh upgrade, banglo 3 tingkat aku dapat. Member aku bagi sangkar ni, tukar dgn sangkar lame aku yg 2 tingkat tuh.

Memang dh expect dah dapat baby baru dalam minggu ni, tp xde r sebanyak ni. 11 ekor beb. So, everything is prepare. Member aku pon ade gak hamster yg bunting, igt dia dulu meletop, ghupenye aku yg meletop dulu..

Seronok sgt2. Puas, xterkate. tp, actually dr 11 tu, 10 je yg survive takat ni... hopefully sume ni sihat2 belaka hendaknye...tunggu lagi 3 minggu, sesape yg berminat nk dptkan hamster, kte ley deal k..bukan calang2 hamster, baka subor nih. :)

So, bawah ni diari kelahiran baby2 comel ku..

2.15pm: 1st baby, miscarriage-died, so small n pale color (sick), ending eaten by its mom. witnessed by me n Tasha.
3.40pm: Fred noticed 2nd baby just born. tired of waiting, go out to tell everyone about dis new baby.
5.00pm: just get back from Chez house, noticed 3rd n 4th baby already born.
7.00pm: 5th,6th,7th,8th were born. igt dh selesai...tros buat status FB n Tw :)
8.50pm: while checking d mom condition, i tried to count d babies again...its 10 of them :)

till now, no new baby...
mungkin dh selesai kot. bukan pe, sbb klo bace kat tenet, duration tempoh kelahiran ni can varies till 24 hours...

Martabak Manis

2010-06-25T19:40:00.009+03:00

Accidentally bumped into dis picture when i tried to search on HOW TO MAKE A MURTABAK.

:martabak manis:

"No. its not Murtabak"

"Its APAM BALIK la"

"Dis one is MURTABAK"

:MURTABAK:

So I try to find some explanation. Dis is wut I got, would like to share wif all of ya...btw dis is not a cooking tutorial or its recipe :)

In Malaysia, we called APAM BALIK. It is an easy-to-find cake which u can find it daily from street vendors in the evening or from Night Market once a week. Cheap in price n taste so good :)

Come in two type either we like it to be thick or thin. For me, I prefer d thin crust coz its crispy & crunchy :)

:Apam Balik nipis:

Basically d batter is similar to pancake preparation but it will need a special pan to cook it. D filling (inti) usually margarine, sugar, coarse-grind peanut & sweet corn. As 4 me, I'll ask 4 extra sweet corn...

In Indonesia, they called it as MARTABAK MANIS. Also known as Terang Bulan or Kue Pinang Bangka.

However, it is often a special meal because of its relatively high price. Thats why la, when I asked my friend who study medicine in Indonesia, they dont know about dis cake. X mampu nk beli kot...

Its different from Malaysian style, since they use margarine, cheese, chocolate, crushed peanuts, condensed milk and sesame seeds as topping. Its like heaven to have dis cake or shud I call it Indonesia Pizza which is wut they claimed for.

As for MURTABAK, Indonesians called them Martabak Telur since it will include large amount of chicken eggs or duck eggs in d batter. As for d filling, its not much different from Malaysian's, basically it will be either chicken / beef + vegetables.

Here is some idea about what Martabak Manis is like?

In Jordan, d only place I know who sell Murtabak is in MANDI YAMANI. Its come wif 2 different filling n topping, either u like beef or cream cheese wif honey. I prefer d later. But they are not so generous wif d filling. Coz its small in size n very thin compared to Malaysian Murtabak.

RM 50 story

2010-06-25T19:16:00.008+03:00

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make RM50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow RM25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM25 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have RM50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

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Jiwa kacau...

2010-06-02T03:39:00.005+03:00

I wrote this today during the time after the whole so many things happened to me and there were just a lot of stuff going on my life...n that was really negative...I was talking about my own experience.

Well, u can really feel when you are not a part of certain group, or your friend get mad at you or sumthin bad is going on..as that it is, it is the end of d world...

Yeah, this is the path that I want n I'm still struggle to make it through. At one moment, I feel its not worth it to stay in this path.

People said, " If u have a little peace in yourself, nobody can touch you no matter what happened ".

They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
Hard to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me

Oh they,
They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,

See I.. I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

Cant Take That, Mariah Carey

9 ekor teros!!!

2010-05-25T04:20:00.008+03:00

Actually ni post tertangguh...coz aku nk dapatkan gambar-gambar dorang membesar instead of posting it for 2-3 times...

Bawah ni ceritenye, riuh sekampong dpt baby baru...9 ekor... 25/5/2010

Orang kate, dapat baby baru ni rahmat... murah rezeki. Yeah I'm kinda agree wif that statement. New baby will add happiness n joyful in one family :). But, how about babies?

Haa, exam week ni, I'd bcome nocturnal. I sleep during d day n active during d night. Eating is sumthin I cant stop doing, every hour I run to d kitchen, make some coffee, maggi, juice or feed/playing wif my cats. N last night, I heard sumthin or sumkind of noise...like sumone ade "hidung tersumbat"or like "ballon bocor". I forgot, I also have hamters to feed. But usually I just feed them once in a week...

Malam semlam kira agak sejuk la for dis summer...15 degree celcius!!! My cats pon sibok2 nk masok bilik n sneak under my blanket n keep asking for food...I can say they are pretty hungry last night. I was so occupied till d moment I heard that noise. It was so loud n it was so many. Even my cats pon heran, "pe masalah hamster nih."

I ran over d cage, OMG my hamster beranak!!! 9 ekor. They are so red, small n thin, till u can see d organs inside them. It was amazing, their eyse still not open yet. But, sape yg beranak??? dats d problem... sbb hamster2 aku ni sume gemok. Just imagine la bl aku bg dorang makan kuaci, x penah putus bekalan, cheese n cake, klu ade lebey2 tuh...

:tros grab camera, xnk miss dis moment, kang kaco Mak dia nk menyusu..:

They are all massive in size. Its 3 of them. But 4 d last couples week, I noticed sumthin strange when dis hamster start to collect food near "him"...[nope, its not typo error]. Ingatkan dia ni dh malas sgt kot nk bergerak jauh bl nak mkn, sbb my cage ni 2 tingkat... I really thought it was a male hamster till dat night. Since owner dia dulu pon kate dia ni laki2..katenye...mlm ni dia beranak then how??? ha3...

:org kate jgn pegang klu baru lahir, nnt mak dia makan, tp aku pegang je...sbb nk buat bedding baru:

Tp, b4 dis, aku yakin giler hamster yg lagi satu yg bunting..aku beriya la asing kan dia...kat tingkat bawah,,biar yg set2 jantan ni dok tingkat atas..at last, yg dok atas tu yg beranak...yg aku igt, n kawan aku ni igt dia ni la yg jantan...aku pon pening, korang yg baca pon mesti lg pening...kan3..

:ni almost 8 days old: bulu pon dh tumboh ckt2, tp still x bukak mata lg:

skrang dorang dh 18 days old, sume dh bukak mate...9 ekor tuh, sumenye survive...n aku noticed mak dia lak yg mengecil...ha3...anak-anaknye asyik la nk menyonyot je kejenye...

nk snap gmbar pon susah...sbb dh lincah...

pastu klu ikut pe yg aku bace kt tenet, 21 hari, dorang sume akn putus susu...jd elok la dibahagi-bahagikan kpd insan yg memerlukan...lg 3 hr...

Re : STATUS saye gelabah...

2010-05-16T22:38:00.008+03:00

Benci giler r org yg suke like2 page2 gelabah kt FB, xde paedah kot, ade ke?

Yang buat status gelabah gaban pon ada, lg aku panas yg chatting guna wall, ade kot app chat kat sudut kanan bawah FB ni, klu x jmp r kan...
Nyemak newsfeed aku je...

And this time I wanna show you my collection of those from my own newsfeed for d last couple days, Tell me ur opinion, Pada sape2 yg terkena, lepas ni agak2 ckt, wokeyh?

...will you date me?

Manja said: cermin muke ko dulu bley x? Bi**h!!

when u're born with balls, that means that u're meant to be, live, and act like a man..

Manja said: r u man enough? maybe dis is a line from a movie ~~` next time he shud have mention it

your girlfriend will make u a girl, buddy

Manja said: bla..bla..bla..FAG!!

Its too hot, anybody wanna become a fan?

Manja said: this is a good one... maksud mendalam..i kinda like it..

coq je yg mampu

Manja said: coq?? wut is dat choy!!!

nk deactivate fB!!!! nak ke x? nak ke x? nak ke x?...

Manja said: pergi mati bley x?

when i was thirteen, i had my first love.

Manja said: JB fever, pendemic sunggoh...

dlu sy nk kt awk,awk lak xnk kt sy...skrg sy dh xnk kt awk,awk lak terhegeh2...pening2....

Manja said: uuweekk!!! boley aku remove ko dr friend x?

org laen pn ade gf @ bf gak weh... releks2 ahh.. nk bgth satu dunia ko syg die ker.. chill2 sudah.. rimas btolla...

Manja said: setuju3

ter, please be nice to der!

Manja said: hambar!!! Adnan Sempit sgt kan???

mom,dad..hepi teacher's day!!

Manja said: yg sewelnye, mak bapak dia xde FB pon.. idiot!!!

Dis 2 lines showing how annoying it is when people chatting on wall, x nmpk ke chat app kt sudut kanan bawah FB tu??
A to B: comeyyyy..ha ha ha ak bosan
A to C:len kali kita men bowling sm2 ye..ha ha ha =p

Ni plak contoh group2 gelabah gaban yg dijoin oleh org gelabah sajork...

Sumbody just joined the group SAYA BUKAN KRISTIAN!!SAYA ISLAM!!

Manja said: Islam bukan pada nama...n bukan pada group yg ko join, ngerti?

Sumbody just joined the group Al Fatihah Allahyarham Aminurrasyid.

Manja said: Adakah same natijahnye join group ni dgn sedekah Al-fatihah tok si mati??

Ni plak I said WTF!!! hantu pe yg rasok ko? berderet feed dr dia jew...pe yg ko nk tunjuk sebenarnye???

Demo tahu dok abe yash. Real Valladolid adalah adik sepupu kepada Real Madrid. Selalu meme terer time match yang last. Keh3

Manja said: I dont speak ethnic... loser!!!

It's "public", not "pubic". =_="

Manja said: Nice one.. siries shit nk pecah perot aku gelak. Sape r kan yg dungu nk mampos tuh..

Thats all... (=

My Mom ( Mother's Day Tribute)

2010-05-08T14:40:00.010+03:00

Happy Mother's day Mak !!!

Asmaiyah binti Aswaddalai, a strong hardworking woman who genuinely devote herself for her children n her beloved husband...

She was born in Perak on 19th April 1962, 3rd child of 7 siblings. Married to a wonderful man Ahmad Suaidan bin Khalid in 1988...

20 years looking at her face, hearing her voice yet I never felt enough of those. Every now n then, I'll try to make some time to call her just to hear her voice who never failed to calm me n embraced me.

I love u Mak!!!

p/s: Ayah jgn jeles yek... :P

***click image 2 magnify***

lastly I dedicate dis song just 4 u Mak.... enjoy...:)

my lovely pet...

2010-05-07T02:24:00.005+03:00

This is Sandy :D

clockwise: Sandy, Dior & Amani

Cik Rokiah; expecting :)

Sandy is my 1st pet kitten. I got her from a 4-kids-stray-queen behind my friend's house. She was so small back then, but right now she is so big n I like it...

Dior n Amani are my friend's kittens. Currently they are staying wif me, since he is lil busy. But its fine since Sandy can have friends to play...

Then it come across my mind when I watch Sandy is so happy playing wif Amani n Dior, well,... I need to find some friends for her...

So I met Cik Rokiah.She was also a stray queen. She is pregnant n I think its about time b4 she is gonna explode (labour)...he3. Then Sandy will be lonely no more :)...

Why one is 1 , two is 2 ?

2010-05-03T16:25:00.004+03:00

Re : If...you really know how to reach me...

2010-03-31T23:39:00.004+03:00

selang 3 hr ManJa post pasal If...you really know how to reach me...one of my best frenz, send an emel as n answer...ManJa tros sedar kekdahnye...

Ak harap hang dapat spend some time to read this.

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, mungkin kita pernah merasakan kesunyian mleanda sanubari. Yang ketika hal itu terjadi, kita merasa diri kita ini amat hampa, ada yang seakan hilang entah ke mana atau pergi mengembara jauh ke sana. Hati terasa begitu terseksa sehingga di malam hari pun kita selalu terjaga.

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, bila hal itu terjadi tatkala kita merasa tidak seorang pun yang dapat memahami kita, tidak ada tempat untuk berkongsi cerita, berkongsi duka, dan berkongsi rasa. Hidup akan terasa semakin terseksa hingga tak lagi bermakna.

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, bila itu yang kita rasakan. Mungkin ada yang selama ini kita lupakan. Bahawa ketika kita sedar dari mimpi dan tertegun dalam kesunyian, di saat itu sebenarnya Allah ada. DIA selalu memantau dan menemani kita dengan kasih sayang yang begitu dalam. DIA akan selalu mengiringi tidur kita yang sepi dan menjaga diri kita yang lemah ini.

Namun, hal itu hanya boleh terjadi bila kita mahu meyakini bahawa Allah itu benar adanya dan tentunya nama-Nya tertera dalam hati kita. Dengan kata lain, kita mahu mengimani dan mencintai-Nya dengan sepenuh jiwa.

Pernahkah kita menyedari hal itu?

Betapa Allah telah memberikan begitu banyak nikmat dan anugerah kepada kita. Allah telah membuat hati yang muram menjadi bersahaja, yang suram menjadi bercahaya, yang lugu menjadi dewasa, dan yang kerdil menjadi raksasa. Sepertinya kita tidak boleh larut dalam kesedihan, kerana boleh jadi Allah menganugerahkan rasa sepi dalam hati kita untuk menguji betapa kuat cinta kita. Sehingga dengan sepi itu kita mampu lebih khusyuk mendekati-Nya.

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, di saat seperti itulah, kita harusnya melakukan perenungan yang lebih panjang dan mendalam untuk berkaca dan mengamati apa yang ada di hati kita. Adakalanya hati kita tidak sanggup lagi menahan duka kesepian itu, sehingga jiwa merasa pedih dan sedih. Dan kita terpaksa harus membiarkan air mata mengalir membasahi pipi kita. Bila itu yang terjadi, maka biarkanlah! Berikan kesempatan bagi hati untuk menangis, membebaskan kegelisahannya, mengungkapkan keluh-kesahnya, dan mengeluarkan beban yang begitu berat ditanggungnya.

Namun niatkanlah tangis itu untuk Allah semata, niatkanlah tangis itu untuk mengadu pada-Nya, sebagai tanda bahawa kita sayang dan bergantung pada-Nya. Ingatlah apa yang dikatakan oleh Ibnu Qoyyim al-Jauziyah, “Allah memberikan kita air dengan hujan dan menebarnya di tujuh samudera, sementara DIA hanya meminta beberapa titis dari air mata kita dan itupun kita masih sahaja enggan memberikannya.”

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, tidak ada yang sia-sia dari setiap takdir yang telah Allah tentukan bagi hamba-Nya, selalu ada manfaat dalam ciptaan-Nya, selalu ada kemudahan setelah kesulitan, dan selalu ada balasan setelah perhitungan. Segalanya telah diatur sesuai kadar kemampuannya masing-masing. Tinggal bagaimana kita mahu bersungguh-sungguh menjadikan semua itu sebagai proses pembelajaran guna meningkatkan potensi diri atau hanya berpangku tangan menunggu keajaiban datang. Jangan mimpi di siang hari, wahai hamba Maha Pencipta!

Wahai hamba Maha Pencipta, ada baiknya kita ucapkan sahaja selamat tinggal duka, pupuskan semua rasa kecewa, angankan kembali cita-cita, besarkan hati dan pertebalkan rasa percaya diri serta bersungguh-sungguh berusaha dan berdoa. Insya-Allah, kejayaan telah menanti. Jadi untuk apa bersedih? Raih kebahagiaanmu sekarang juga!

Rasulullah bersabda, “Sesungguhnya orang mukmin itu adalah orang yang luar biasa. Seluruh perkara dalam hidupnya bernilai positif baginya. Ketika mendapatkan kemudahan maka dia bersyukur. Sesungguhnya itu baik (positif) baginya. Dan ketika mendapatkan kesulitan maka dia akan bersabar dan itupun baik (positif) baginya.”

Kehilangan, pernahkah kita mencuba mempersiapkan diri untuk sebuah kehilangan? Baik itu barang yang kita miliki atau orang yang kita cintai? Rasanya, hanya sekadar mendengar pun mungkin kita tidak ingin, apalagi sampai mengalaminya. Tetapi kehilangan adalah sebahagian dari kehidupan kita. Tidak mungkin kita tidak mengalaminya. Bagaimana pun cintanya kita pada orang tua, suatu hari nanti mereka akan pergi meninggalkan kita. Bagaimana pun sayangnya kita akan barang yang kita miliki, bukan tidak mungkin jika suatu hari barang tersebut tidak menjadi milik kita lagi.

Sedih rasanya ketika kita kehilangan orang yang kita cintai, pedih rasanya ditinggalkan mereka yang kita sayangi. Tapi bukankah hidup harus tetap berjalan? Dan bukankah kita tidak pernah benar-benar memiliki sesuatu? Segalanya berasal dari-Nya dan tentu akan kembali pada-Nya pula.

Teringat seorang kawan ketika dia datang dengan berjurai air mata. Orang yang sangat dia cintai pergi untuk selama-lamanya, menghadap Sang Pemilik Jiwa. Katanya dia berduka, sangat berduka, rasanya belum banyak yang dapat dia berikan untuk orang terkasihnya. Tapi memang begitulah hidup, setiap kali ada yang datang, selalu akan ada yang pergi. Mempersiapkan diri lebih awal mungkin akan sangat berguna meskipun kita sangat tidak ingin kehilangan.

Mungkin ada baiknya kita kembali menelaah diri, mengingat suatu hari yang akan datang, bahawa tidak akan selamanya kita bersama dengan orang-orang terkasih, lebih baik kita berbuat yang terbaik untuk mereka, orang tua kita, saudara kita, suami atau isteri kita, anak-anak kita, kerabat, sahabat, dan semua yang kita kenal ataupun yang kita tidak kenal. Jadikan diri kita bermanfaat. Mari kita belajar mencintai tanpa alasan. Kita belajar menyayangi tanpa mengharap balasan. Kita memang mencintai orang tua kita, tapi apakah kita pernah berfikir bahawa kita seringkali membuat mereka tersakiti? Baik tanpa sengaja bahkan disengaja?

Alangkah bahagianya bila kita mampu membuat orang yang kita cintai juga mencintai kita. Alangkah bahagianya bila kita menjadi kebanggaan mereka. Kita ada kerana mereka bangga, kita berharga kerana kita menebar manfaat. Sebelum kita kehilangan, mari beri yang terbaik untuk mereka, orang-orang yang kita cintai dan juga mencintai kita. Marilah berusaha membuat mereka bahagia, marilah berusaha memberi yang terbaik, marilah berusaha memanfaatkan waktu yang kini kita miliki untuk memberi cinta pada mereka, cinta terbaik kita, sebelum kita benar-benar kehilangan.

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